MY WISHLIST:
[#o1] spa sessions
[#o1] a chanel 2.55 classic in lambskin & silverware
[#o2] a wallet
[#o3] a holiday
[#o4] brooches
[#o5] new diamond pendant
[#o6] diamond solitaire earrings .5ct!
[#o7] peach scented lipbalm
[#08] almond scented shampoo

Chelle.

"To be nobody but yourself, in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else, means to fight the hardest battle which any human-being can fight; and never stop fighting."
...e.e.Cummings ♥♥♥

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♥Gigi
♥John
♥Robin
♥Diana
♥Dawn
♥Mengwen
♥David
♥Tabitha

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everyone's in pelepah and i'm here in weather-erratic singapore. sick. very very sick.

us at hard rock.


the combo platter we had there. yum! (we also had cod fish & ribs - not featured here)


this is HER - my sweetie!


her b'day party.


my man & my peeps. =)

Happy Birthday to YOU.
Happy Birthday to YOU.
Happy Birthday to SWEETIEEEEEEE.
Happy Birthday to YOU.

this is the sweetest girl in my life.
the one who:

studies in the same poly as me. same course.
worked part-time at the same company as me.
lives on the same street in the same neighbourhood as me.
studies in the same uni as me. same course.
same modules for the entire 1st yr. same timetable.
she ALSO has the same name as me.
and, ironically, our bfs are from the same sec & jc. same batch.

of cos, not forgetting, we're as sweet and as adorable too!

Happy Birthday once again. I lurveeeeeee you! Muaks.

this gorgeous ms sixty satin jacket is tempting me oh-so-much! but it costs almost 500 buckarooos... HELP!

work was great today. tagged along with my colleague for a customer match today. my fellow sbs are really nice. great fun to work with. God is good always.

and, i love his hugs and kisses today. so loving. so tender. so like before.

it's a great great day. Praise the Lord.

i bought 3 pairs of shoes today. he he he. 15% discount mah..

meeting HR tmr. gotta slp now.

it's been 2 days on-the-job-training, which is really just boring. official training starts next week. kinda lookin' forward to it. the trainer's hot! ha ha, but i'm a one-man kinda woman.

things seem to be going well for me aye.. when like they always say, when one part goes well, another part goes down. i ponder incessantly how something so sweet became something so distant and foreign to me. i'm so lost. i need so many answers. need some love. some comfort. but i don't know where to turn to for all these. it feels so terrible.

anyway, i had a really nice time out with the girls yesterday. too busy to upload pictures. some other time. gotta go sleep now. i wake at 6.30 every morning. =(

I got the job! Yay. Starting tomorrow. Real fast.

God is great!

i got the 2nd chance!
thanks boss. thanks eugene.

i also found out that the first one i went for was filled already.
so disappointed. am i so lousy?

this monday. i will try my best.
if i fail, i will be very very down in the pits.

the emotions from failing twice will not be easy to take.

but some say. failure is the mother of success.

so much has been happening to me lately.

big quarrel.
grandpapa in hospital.
friends dispute.
job woes.
money woes.
time-management woes.

big quarrel? yet to receive an answer. literally disappointed me to the core.

my gramps went for an op last night. went to visit him this afternoon with mummy. he looks so heart-wrenchingly skinny. so vulnerable. yet his spirit is still so alive. the will to live looks strong. he couldn't move nor eat, yet he moves his feet and fingers and tells us he's exercising. (heart-poking moment)

friends? i know what's going on. don't know the conclusion. what's the point? life goes on.

job? i feel disheartened that i didn't get my 'dream' job. the one i wanted so badly. they haven't called. i assume they don't want me. i haven't sent any resumes since i went for the 3 interviews 3 weeks back. i wanna take a break for now, until at least after taiwan. but, a 2nd chance might be coming along. i will pray hard for that 2nd chance. i really want it. really quite badly. deep down, i feel rather despondent still.

money? taiwan's coming up. i don't know if i have enough. even these days, i don't seem to have enough to do what i wanna. i miss eating at fancy restaurants. i miss buying a gazillion pairs of shoes on a whim. i spend foolishly these days. smack me.

time-management. i seem to always have so much to do. so little time. i need to learn some better skills. i also need a lot of time for a good rest.

now, my friends are probably enjoying themselves at chomp chomp. feel so lonely at jon's home. he's sleeping cos he's been working so hard and is so tired. i've done a bit of packing. too tired to clean the floor, though i've been meaning to do so for the past 2 days. was too last minute to join them earlier. i can only fantasise about huge mugs of sugarcane and those sinful food while they gorge away.

i wanna say thanks for fg, john & eugene for dropping by so often while i was working at taka. the company for lunch/dinner or just small chat helped a lot. very much appreciated. and, jon who comes over to gimme a ride when i'm tired.

also wanna apologise to those whom i've neglected lately. the taka period was a superbly tiring, draining and exhausting one.

this must be punishment for missing church for the past 2 weeks due to work. let's hope things take a turn for the better.

it's finally over...

now i'm looking forward to pelepah. seems like our whole batch is going. back to where everything started. he he. so mushy. that's how we all got together.

lotsa activities planned for this week. date with my sweetie. lunch with eugene. maybe malaysia over the weekend. gym a lot. nua super super a lot.

later i'm gonna try my hand at cooking scallop congee. wish me luck!

i fell in love...

with...

haagen dazs rum & raisin.

I've been so so so busy! Working my ass off for about a week and a half now. Haven't had the time since the exams ended, to stop and smell the flowers for a bit.


Well, it's my off day today. And, we had the mood for hotpot! So, jon, chun & i had our very own homemade version. Was pretty good for the price we paid. Here's a snapshot of what we had.




let's see. there's...
scallops
hotdogs
meatballs
prawns
enoki mushrooms
shitake mushrooms
udon
kangkong
chye sim
fishballs
sotong
some yong tau foo stuff

there's a week to go before my temp work commitment ends. so till end...